shes lost in a happy nightmare where all dreams come true hes everything she ever wanted and everything that ever haunted her shes confused and restless ecstatic and anxious thinking yes and saying no all she can see is dirty sunshine and shes not sorry but she cant stop apologizing though she made a promise but she lied to herself she sits waiting worried about what will really happen because she look when she wasnt supposed to her feelings bleed out of the songs thats why she doesnt sing anymore the sleepless nights are her best friend her mind races so fast but will never win shes too lazy but shes off the wall shes unchained but caged in shes waited so long for this moment and cant wait for it to be over Her feelings run so deep they soon become shallow shes lost inside but knows her way she will be found but tries to hide she will give in without a fight
