long Ago
i knew you
and every memory i shared with you
and how painful sometimes it is to remember
every Word
every Day
every Time
i was with you
and how close i felt to something special
something deep inside
you were a part of me
you had a part of
my Soul
my Heart
my love
and how every day i shined~cause of you
and everyday i couldnt wait to see you
and how i regret those days i kept my silence
and how i wish i would have said something
said anything to make you understand
and then we left
our love fell apart
and how i wish i could change that
and how sometimes late at night i cant fall asleep
cause i wish you were here
and how i wrap myself so closely with that pillow you used
just to remember
just that something
to feel a part of you again
and how sometimes i lay drowning myself in tears
waiting longing yearning
to feel your touch
just to be with you
just to hold you
just to kiss you.....once
and how there are some mornings i wake up reaching out for you
but you are not there
and sometimes i imagine that you still care
and how once in a while i fantasize we will have that love back again
and how i wish i could take this year back
to last to relive forever out in past