The light has finally arrived. The insurance check was for 8 weeks back disability wage replacement. After I get caught up on bills pay ahead on the house loan and buy groceries I will have enough to have a friend come up for the labor day weekend. And I can even buy myself a cheese burger from Burger King with our feeling guilty. $.99 and it caused guilt because I had only $1.25 left to my name checking and change in my purse. Sad isn't it. But I will get back on my feet after surgery and back to work and build up my savings again. I used to laugh when the financial people said you should have 1/2 a years wages in ready savings just in case. I'm a believer now. And I have such good friends. They will never know how much they helped. But I plan to let them know over the next few months. I alway say...Don't get mad...get even! This will be a good even..LOL!!!!!