Staring out the window
Into the darkness outside
I have to stop and wonder
Why I continuously hide.
No one really knows "Me,"
Does anyone really seem to care?
No one reaches out their hand
to save me from this fall into despair
Thoughts are always racingthrough this neglected mind of mine.
Nothing ever makes any sense,
It's all so hard to find
I see the child inside me crying on her knees
Her tears seem to flow through me,
Oh God, Not now, please.
Rip this anguish from me, take away the pain.
Keep my sadness from taking over again and again.
Everyday is a struggle and I am just out of fight.
I want to calm my soul and just forgrt about this life.
No More journey left for me, No more road to wonder down, no more dragging my heavy load along this lonely road.
My heart and mind can not take it, I think I hear Lucifer, calling my name last night.
So take away my memories, Take my last goodbyes.
Take my breathe right from me, and just let me finally die.
I am tired of this torture, Tired of this pain, the confusion and the hopelessness have suffocated my will.
I have no heart of stone, I lack the strength to fight.
No one in my life make any sense and no one makes it right.
The things that I once Loved to do, do not excite me anymore.
The passion that burned bright has been snuffed out tonight.
So, please just honore my last request and open up your door.
I know you can hear me knocking God, I'm falling to the floor.
Please, Oh please. I am ready to come home, can't you see I have surrendered, I am done fighting this war.
