Ok so I hate being bipolar. Sometimes little things are enough to cause a meltdown. I was driving and totally lost where I was. I just drew a blank. I called Jamie on the cell phone and he helped me through it but I was crying and it wasn't good. So I guess today when I go see my PA I'll tell her about it. Damn this thing it really sucks sometimes. I'm afraid for Hailey when she get into her 20's when this thing supposively gets bad. Oh well, all we can do is take our meds and hope for the best. Jamie kind of likes his new job and kind of not. He never knows what time he'll be getting home at night. So he's keeping his eys open. Oh so my birthday is sunday, Jamie has something nice for me but he won't tell me and I can't get it out of him. so I'll have to wait. i dunno, thats all for now. Thanks for listening to me whine.
