eyes glued shut from a man made material
mouth weild close, hiding in fear of you
wanting to shout, but nuthing comes out
looking at my reflection, the sight i can't bare
searching for a twinge of hope, but nothing seems to be there
mkaing up excuses for the way you lay your hand
blaming myself for your actions, because it's i you can't stand
day in and day out i live in pure shame
suffering from a lack of love
lay abandon, num now i can feel no pain
only if i had gone about it better
would the results still be the same........
looking at my reflection, the sight i can't bare
unable to look away i continue to stare