Insanely jealous, a price on her head
Wasting my time wishing her dead
Betrayal of love and misplacement of trust
Limitless boundaries beyond human lust
Angered frustration from your gentle kiss
Loud silent begging for love I now miss
Flashes of guilt and surges of pain
Demons inside me where memories remain
In effortless fight I laugh till I cry
So much confusion, why did you lie?
Cocaine in my tears, running so fast
Wishing and waiting...my own death at last
Loving embraces and words never spoken
Forever alone, your own heart...now broken
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