It's amazing what it's like to be alone after being married for 15 years. I came home from a weekend trip to have my wife ask for a divorce, She has been out cheating on me with guys she met thru these chat rooms for the past two years and I am the only one that didn;t know. I should be furiously mad, but the fact is I do still love her and can't get her out of my mind. I'm in the process of selling everything I own here in the small town we live in and moving to Miami, Fl where my work is. The only plus is the fact that our two young boys want to go with me. They are giving me the strength to go on, but it still doesn't replace the loss I feel, just to have someone to hold in the middle of the night, or to spend my time with while watching the boys play. I realize I am not the first person this has happened to, but knowing every body elses experiences hasn't helped. They say time is the only healer. Unfortunately time moves very slowly. To all those that read this beaware of what is happening around you and do take forgranted the ones you love. Good luck to all..
