blah today was another double shift day...im hoping to work my ass off at work becuz i wanna be bookseller of the month...shut up i know i sell coffee...but im still considered a Barnes and Noble bookseller...
but anyhow i feel like shit. i have felt like shit the past week.. im just upset with a lot right now.. a lot of things are stuck so deep down inside me that it hurts to think bout it...i just have a problem with expressing my feelings and letting ppl know what is going on..and that is probably one reason i feel so shitty... on top of all my busy mind battles and self esteem battles...i am stressed out to the max...
i just wish i was 7 yrs old again... too young to know pain.. all i cared about was playing with my barbie dolls...
