The Girl in your Dreams
Aracely Gaytan
At times its not the bad that one needs.
Its the ungiven.
How much can you give without
one knowing, their not getting anything back?
It fell on all on one side,
to try to make it happen.
Only one really trying, to make other exultant.
I thought there are two in love?
Its gone too far.
When do one stop?
Still melancholic but now both are meaningless.
Im not the girl in your dreams.
But, the girl who has feelings and wishes for you.
I gave and gave intensity, but to get nothing.
I saw nothing.
You're not my dream boy but the one I loved.
My love stood alone.
In silence, I begged for your love.
I got abandoned.
The most agonizing is the need to know what went wrong.
I rather get the worst.
Im not the girl in your dreams.
I wake up, to do my all for you.
All, I long for was that one effortless look from you,
that said, Thanks, for trying.
I once said, you need the bad, to see the good later
My thought are, when you get nothing
for loving one so exceedingly.
You will acquire more from the one you know
as a foreigner.
The ungiven is senseless in your mind,
when you think of thy.
It shreds your affection in pieces
when you love and found thy not to love back...
Ill never be the girl in your dreams,
as I necessitate a man in my life.
