mommy why did you, how cold you
don't you know I'm your baby, I have feelings to
I wonder do you not love me,...
what did I do that was so wrong
that I would have to die
As I'm here in heaven I look down
and i see you and all i can do is think
as to how my life on earth would have been like
and then my heart begins to sink
did daddy know I was in your tummy
did he know that I would be a son or daughter some day
did he know about me at all, why are you so mean
did I do something that is so wrong
that I would have to die, and not be with you
I was a gift from god, he thought you wanted me
to watch me grow, all the little things for you to see
the unconditional love that could be
all the gifts from my heart to you
what did I do.
please tell me, I feel you don't love me
mommy please I need you to free me
your heart I need to see
though right now that cant be
God wants to know also
why such a precious gift to you
that you so carelessly threw
in that oblivion of hot coals
fire and smoke, mommy please
I am sad and scared, no ones here
I hurt, the burning the hunger
that for love that I so desire
of which you took from me, how can this be
Mommy I still love you, will you love me
I want you to see
all the love in my heart and soul
that suddenly was taken, never for me to show
