So you all think likfe is sweet and prefect. No...it's not. Life maybe good for some...but for a soul like mine it's been hard.
I've suffer more of my share of pain in my life. More then anyone could ever understand. This life I live is of pain and being alone with noone to care for you.
I'll I ask for is for someone to care for me as a friend. Someone to love me for who I am. Not thinking that I'm a nobody, or trash....but as a somebody...not everyone's play thing.
I just hope and pary that this summer coming up that my GF Samantha comes and makes the pain and suffering go away...I hope she does. If not her...then who will in this crazy world we live in? I feel like I'm breaking down...slowly....
