2006 was a year of recovery, transitioning, and of life-altering decisions. I had a very trying year and now that that year is over and a new year has begun and has run its course 8 months through, so has a new chapter in my life.
I closed, yet another, chapter of my life a few months ago when I moved back down the hill.
The move to the high desert from civilization in Sept. 2006 was a new chapter for me, a new life, a new lesson, a new world and to move on to bigger better things. Although my move was sudden and not everyone agreed with it, I made it anyways. I dont regret NOT ONE MINUTE or DAY that I spent there in the high desert; I just wished I would've made better choices with what I had to work with. I learned a new lesson to add to my tally of mistakes and lessons learned.
Its time for the next chapter in my life to close and a proceed to live the next one. Things happen for a reason, I feel that my stay in the high desert has come to an end and I took from it all that I could and a new beginning is to start towards fixing a mistake that was clearly made apparent to me; of no one's fault but my own. But I'm one to live, learn, and and move on with no regrets. I moved to San Bernardino as a step towards making my life better and move forward with what I've learned.
Although sometimes decisions to close a chapter in ones life can be painful or one that we have to be forced to make, we must make it. Its only then we begin to heal and grow and become stronger.
Yea this all sounds like tear-jearking bullshit. Oh well. Get over it. Time to make the best of what life has to offer. NEW BEGINNINGS.
I'm saying Good-bye to my past and my present and saying hello to my tomorrow and anything that comes my way from here on forward.
DAMMMMMMNNN I should write a freakin book or at least fuckin poetry!
OK off my soap box and on to start living and learning...
