No it won't.
I won't even mention the boner.
Stop reading this if that's an issue.
So lately I've been feeling a little bit down. It seems like nothing ever goes right. One bad thing after another happens. I try really hard to look at the bright side of things but when you're struggling to pay your bills for 3 months in a row, you stop looking. I don't remember what it feels like to see the sunshine, to not worry. It's not only bills. My mom was in the hospital, now Alex's mom is. There's nothing I can do to make things better. NOTHING! I have done all that I possibly can and it's still not enough. I can't assure Alex that all is well with his mother. All I can do is sit there and hold his hand while his moms laying in a hospital bed. I can't fix all of my moms troubles, thus releasing her from her stress bound existance and not straining her heart. I need to win the lottery. I can't even find an old friend of mine that means the world to me. Stupidly, a year ago I blew him off and now I have no idea how to find him. Matt was like my best friend and I don't think he ever knew it. Just for one day I want to not have to worry.
