she is so amazingly beautiful i just cant touch her enough
no longer does she want to be touched and emotionally its tough
i took her affections for grantid when she did pour it on so thick
back then i returned very little, thinking about it makes me feel sick
i now know how she felt when i practically ignored her
i hate the way it feels and she did too im sure
the more love i have in my heart the more pain i have to endure
the only thing that can help me is her touch, i know its the cure
every time she walks away i feel such a loneliness in my heart
the emptiness completely surrounds me as long as we are apart
upon her return i dream of the affection she may bring
but it never happens, i never get any, not a thing