so yeah i was thinking today and i came to realize im always the friend and never the girlfriend... aparently im good enough to hang out with and to even have sex with but not good enough to have a relationship with... i mean im not bad looking, im not a bad person, im actually a good person and a lot to offer, but aparently not good enough for some people..... im just tired of getting my freaking hopes up and then just smahing my self against the ground everytime something seems like is going well adn out of the blue it all goes to hell.....
