wow, where do i start...all my life i have wanted a good man, one that would love and care for me, just because he loves me, not for any other reason! all i had ever found was loosers that hurt me and used me! then i met this wonderful man, on here actually. He gave me strength when i had none, hope when all hope was gone, a bright light at the end of the tunnel when my world was dark. He was a friend, a true friend. He had never met me in person but was the best friend I could ask for. Then he even helped me through really difficult times. We met and he came to stay w me giving up his life as he knew it! I was in shock that someone would actually do that for me. He has been here for me since we met and I fell in love with him! and then he w me. I thought all would be well, but lately I have been making some really bad mistakes, just sayin shit off the top of my head that either I was just mad and didnt mean or things that just came out the wrong way, not as they were intended! Or doing stupid shit not thinking how he would take it! Maybe I dont deserve him. I don't know. But i know that i hope that I he will find it in his heart to forgive me for being stupid & insensitive and give me another chance. I hope that if he does that I can live up to it and stop making horrible mistakes. Byrd is my world, he makes me happy just doing the little things for me and with me! Girls please learn from my mistakes and if you have a good man dont mess it up. You may never get a chance at pure happiness again! I AM SORRY BABY,PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
