Have you ever felt alone like no one is around?
I do and i have been feeling like that it fucking sucks like you have noone to be with at night or just to hang out in person with!
my life is so fucking sad sometimes i think i need to be dead
i just want someone to hang out with and cuddle and cry on each others shoulder?
is that ever hard to ask?
when im alone i feel like i have nothing like not not safe and god knows i wanna feel like im safe
but i feel like im not safe or anything because i dont have anyone and when i do think i found that person they wanna get mad or fuck up one of the 2 it always happens
why i cant i find that sos god no one knows how this hurts inside....
i see people everyday and think to myself why cant i be like that? why cant i have that life?
am i a bad person or what?
this is getting to feel like im gonna be alone all my life i just wanna seadle down in my life and be married and be happy again and have kids and shit
looks like i'll never get it ever
love
cassie