Well I have come to the conclusion that being alone sucks! Being single is really hard! It's like you go from having a "normal" life to being an outsider all of a sudden! You don't really want to go out with your frineds because then you feel like a third wheel but you don't really want to sit at home either!It's pretty boring, too! I mean who wants to just hang at home all alone....AND you have no one to text just to say good morning and wish them a great day or just to tell them that you are thinking about them through out the day! You have no one to pick something up at the store for just because it reminds you of them! AND you have no one to cuddle up to and just be held! No warm arms to hold you, no shoulder to cry on when you need comfort, no chest to lay your head on and listen to the heart of the person you care about beat! No lips to kiss and no eyes to get lost in! I guess the thing that I miss the most is the feeling that someone really cares about me! The feeling that when I go to work someone is thinking about and missing me and wanting me! That when I am sleeping someone wishes I was there with my head on his shoulder! I don't know....none of this probably makes any sense anyways so I better quit rambling for now! :P I am sure I will write more later! :)
