hatchetgurl4life's blog: "Kristen's Thoughts "

Alone in my head 

I'm feeling so low

you won't understand 

no one can know 

my eyes are so tired 

i can't sleep at night 

your face haunts my dreams 

when i turn out the light 

It happend so suddenly 

It happend  so fast 

i knew all at once 

that none of this would last 

was i just a game 

was this all just for fun 

did my feelings matter 

to anyone 

this didn't mean anything 

that's what you said 

as i was so shamefully 

getting up from your bed 

i held my head high

as i walked by your side 

tears welling up 

i was dying inside 

weekes have passed 

keeping secrets, telling lies 

i don't have the strength 

to look eirther of them in the eyes 

my heart has been broken 

not once , but twice 

once by my best friend 

oncey by the love of my life 

deep down inside 

i knew its my fault 

so  i'm just going to lock it 

away in my vault 

Sometimes i still think about you

when  i'm lying in bed 

Still all alone 

inside of my head