So i posted a blog earlier and it got lost in fubarland lol...yayyy...well this year is finally coming to an end..I have had a love/hate thing for it throughout...Lost 5 ppl and 2 cats in 3 months..then my job..then there was no jobs..i looked under rocks and in newspapers for one ..but everyone said october..then January..so i finally get a job and they say well its seasonal and u will have a month b4 its over..YAY..then life blew up in my face..yay!! don't get me wrong I am thankful for breathing and for the friends and fam i have..and so happy they are safe and healthy..but seriously I want to kick someones ass lol Im done kicking my own..LOL...ahhhhhhhhh I feel better now!!!