Beth's blog: "aggravated"

I am totally aggravated right now. I have computer issues that keep me from responding quickly to chat messages, so a majority of chat messages get ignored. If you do receive a chat response then be patient as it takes awhile for my computer to catch up to what everyone is doing. If you can't be patient enough for me to respond then you will not have the patience to actually deal with me. I am bi-polar and blunt as hell. I can care less if I hurt your feelings when i speak because I don't have that cute little filter in my head saying noooo don't say that. In those chat messages if you speak vulgarity or make sexual innuendos towards me then I will NEVER respond to you. I believe if you can't be respectful towards me online then I want nothing to do with you. I am looking for a MAN who is respectful, honest, caring, loving,funny, etc.. Trust me not every man can fit what I am looking for. I buried a husband on August 27, 2011 and he was only 45 years old. This does not mean I am desperate nor does it mean I will put up with any shenanigans. If you can not understand this then move on to someone else.