There is not much to say about me. I am currently seperated from my husband. The greatest thing in life Are My Children,Family and Freinds. My two girls are 13 and 6, they are my pride and joys. I would do anything for them. They make you realize what life is all about, things that we as adults might have forgotten. The truch is they are my world. before I had my first daughter I didn't real know about life, I only knew I loved my first husband and screwed that up, then when Samilee came along, I was still messed up for about 6 months after her birth, man did she make me grew up and fast. I love this little girl and knew I had to change. Which I did. She was a dream come true and my silver lining I needed. Things in life dont come easy and sometimes are very much worth waiting for. I got remarried and swore I would make this one right, I gave my all, everything I had to give I gave. That was taken advantage of for years, I didn't want to give up, I kept trying and trying. In the mist of all of this it was seriously hurting my children. That I would not let happen anymore. I felt belittled, hurt, stupid, fat and ugly. One night my husband would just not take no as an answer and he got his way. That then had drew the line and we left. Now my girls and I are living with a great freind of mine Maryann (southpaw), we have been friends for about 23-24 years now. Maryann, her husband and son have mde us felt at home and hae been helping us like you could not beleive I am very grateful to them for this . I am currently lookin for a job, so I can save and make a new life for my girls and I. My girls and I are looking forward to the future we know is out there for us. I just need to keep remembering Family and Freinds are a great treasure and never abuse that, and you cant let the bastards get you down. You have to look in the mirror and say I know I'm a good person and you asshole , you just made me a stronger and better person.
RUSTY
