No, this isn't about me relieving stress. Actually it's about how I minimized my stress levels. It's real simple and it helps a lot, doesn't cost anything, in fact it will probably save you money.
People...less of them.
After dealing with numerous fuckholes in the last four months or so, I decided to cut people out of my life. I think this started around, oh the beginning of October when I dealt with the last of the fuckholes. I decided if I wasn't worth their time, then why should anyone be worth my time?
Ever since then, I've had a huge burden lifted from my shoulders. The burden of actually giving a damn about anyone. I've dealt with my last liar, my last whore, my last hypocrite.
When I first moved to Muncie over 5 years ago, I was inexperienced. I went through everything with my eyes closed and in turn I made a lote of mistakes. My eyes were opened about four months ago and then shortly after I started seeing reality. I started seeing what I should have seen all of those years ago. People are scum and can't be trusted.
Friends are overrated and lover is just another word for leech. Friends just use you and lovers leech everything from your soul and when they are done sucking everything out of you, they drop you.
I no longer care or desire seeking anyone out. It's been over a month now and I feel fine. I'm looking out for me and fuck everyone else.
