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V for Vixen LOL's blog: "My Thoughts..."

created on 02/22/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-thoughts/b58104

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Epicentre: I asked myself "was I content" with the world that I once cherished Did it bring me to this darkened place to contemplate my perfect future I will not stand nor utter words against this tide of hate Losing sight of what and who I was again I'm so sorry if these seething words I say impress on you that I've become the anathema of my soul I can say that you're losing me I always tried to keep myself tied to this world but I know where this is leading (please) No tears No sympathy I can say that you're losing me but I must be that which I am Though I know where this could take me No tears No sympathy Gracefully Respectfully Facing conflict deep inside myself But here confined Losing control of what I could not change Gracefully Respectfully I ask you "please don't worry" not for me Don't turn your back Don't turn away Standing: Eyes betray the soul and bear it's thinking. Beyond words they say so many things to me. A stranger here reborn it seems awaking wonders deep in me. If nothing's ventured nothing's gained so I must seize the day. And fighting time so hard I pray that this moment lasts forever. And will the world stay standing still at least for me. Through my eyes stare into me. I bear my heart for all to see. With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still. It wasn't you it wasn't me it wasn't anyone. It was a day so long awaited and a chance to be as me. I let the wind run through my hands as I turned to walk away. In distant days I long to sense it all so clear. And fighting time so hard I pray that this moment lasts forever. And will the world stay standing still at least for me. Through my eyes stare into me. I bear my heart for all to see. With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still. And fighting time so much I ask. I will this morning last forever. Though seasons change and things come to pass remain inside of me. And fighting time so hard I pray that this moment lasts forever. and will the world stay standing still at least for me. I had no faith before that day in any vow or deed. Days followed days and years were meaningless. Despite the wisdom of defeat I bore my heart for all to see the wonders I'd seen. Cold: Put your hand into my hand Put your head against my head Put your lips against my lips Put self consciousness aside No redemption No confessions No distractions No possessions Let your blood run through my veins Blade shall numb you from the pain No tomorrows Just submittance No remorse of self indulgence Just your body Just your body Just your body Just your body Just your body on my body Want your thoughts of me inside Let your hands run on my skin Let me be the one you need I shall be the one you feed All I am and all you see Is all I will and ever be Invigoration Angulation Mortal acts of indignation Put your lips against my lips Put self consciousness aside Invigoration Angulation Mortal acts of indignation Crave it all Know no other Crash your dreams and fall forever Show me no place you hide behind Only body soul entwined Let me be the one you need I shall be the one you feed All I am and all you feel All that will and ever be Invigoration Angulation Mortal acts of indignation Just your body on my body Want your thoughts of me inside No redemption No confessions No distractions Or possessions No tomorrows Just submittance No remorse of self indulgence Invigoration Angulation Mortal acts of indignation Darkangel: In your dream you see me clear I have no restraint, no fear Powerless I watched from faces I'd assumed. My purpose set. My will defined. Caress the air. Embrace the skies. Escape the sorrow and restraint of mortal cities. Give me time I will be clear. Given time you'll understand What possesses me to right what you have suffered. I'm in this mood because of scorn. I'm in a mood for total war. To the darkened skies once more and ever onward. So many years I stood among the thoughts and tears of those I served. Among my own I was alone through my own doing. All the years I walked unknown behind the faces I assumed. Powerless to clear your mind of what you'd suffered. They fall again. They fall again. Give me time I will be clear. Given time you'll understand What possesses me to right what you have suffered. I'm in this mood because of scorn. I'm in a mood for total war. To the darkened skies once more and ever onward. There is no faith in which to hide. Even truth is filled with lies. Doubting angels fall to walk among the living. I'm in this mood because of scorn. I'm in a mood for total war. To the darkened skies once more and ever onward. I'd only come here seeking peace. I'd only come here seeking me. It seems I came to leave.
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