I am joining the army.
And yes I am scared.
I will leave my family, friends and anyone else who cares.
I am going to survive, I hope so at least.
It just feels like my mind is starting to cease.
Everyone thinks im crazy.
I guess it is true.
But ya know what?!?! I gotta do what I gotta do.
My mind tells me no.
But because of that I do not follow.
So you gotta suck up and swallow.
For this fear is now gone, I have moved on.
Its really not that bad.
I just missed that time we've had.
Running, jumping, and hiding for fun.
Now I do that but add a few guns.
So now I am home just to hear you all say.
I hate this country and all that is here.
So I think to myself you have never seen fear.
To shoot a man is hard.
But for a life in America thats who we are.
Killers at heart.
and Warriors in mind.
Listen. The Government takes away what to us was IS so kind.
But who gave us land I think I know who you have in mind.
