Brat's blog: "BS"

Well, I knew this day would come and it looks like it has.

For most of you, this is just the web and a fun place to hang out.  For others, it is a place to find and connect with others and when that happens, I don't care who you are, emotions begin to play a role. 

I have found some really wonderful friends on here and I treasure their friendships more than they realize.  You know who you are. 

Yes I am married, but as most of you know, not always and actually rarely happy.  I found a wonderful guy on here and became quite attached.  Well because of things beyond my control, that didn't work out so well.  Am I a stupid girl for falling for somebody on the net, maybe (just one of my many flaws).

Anyways, in my horrible attempt to try and get over this particular guy, I walked over a few other nice guys on the way and I would like to tell them how truely sorry I am.  Was never my intention. (another flaw)

Anyways, the reason for this blog is to tell you all that I will be stepping away from Fubar for a while.  I need to get my head on straight.  I know the ones that truely care about me, will be here when I get back and can get in touch with me if they need to. 

Again, yes this may be silly to some of you, but as sad as it may be, my feelings are real.

So, all of you take care and hopefully I will see you when I get back.

Love to you all.

Heather

PS: If for some reason, you are no longer in my family, I'm sorry.  I have reserved that for the people that I know actually care about me.