A DAY WITHOUT YOUR LOVED ONE...
A DAY WITHOUT YOUR LOVED ONE...
YOU TELL YOUR SELF, YOUR LOVED ONES WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU, BUT THATS NOT ALL WAYS TRUE.
A DAY WITHOUT YOUR LOVED ONES IS A DAY WITHOUT THE SUN LIGHT.
YOU WONT EVER GET TO TOUCH THEM, SEE THAT WONDERFUL SMILE ON HIS/HER FACE, SHARE THEM SPECIAL MOMENTS TOGETHER, AND REMEMBER THE GREAT TIMES YOU HAVE HAD.
WHEN YOU THINK OF THE THINGS YOU DID WITH HIM/HER. IT HURT'S BUT SOMETIMES ITS THE GOOD AND FUNNY THINGS MAKE YOU SMILE OR LAUGH.
NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, THEY ARE STILL THERE IN YOUR HEART AND MIND.
THEIR LOVE IS LIKE A DRUG. YOU'RE HOOKED AND WANT IT MORE AND MORE EACH AND EVERY DAY.
SOMETIMES YOU FEEL SO BAD LIKE YOU WANT NOTING TO DO WITH ANY ONE. YOU ONLY SEE THE DARKNESS OR BAD ABOUT EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING.
LIKE THERE IS A CURSE ON YOU OR AROUND YOU IN EVERYTHING YOU DO.
ON ALMOST EVERY DAY YOU PUSH. FOR THE OTHER LOVED ONES IN YOUR LIFE AND HIND THE TRUE FEELINGS YOU REALLY HAVE INSIDE OF YOUR HEART.
YOU SIT AND STARE AT THINGS AND CRY LIKE YOU DONT WANT TO BE ON THIS EARTH. YOU FALL INTO A DEEP DEPRESSION B/C YOU DONT LET NO IN TO HELP.
LIFE IS SO HARD 80% OF THE TIME AND ONLY EASY THAT 20%.
SO WHY DO WE EVEN LOVE? WHEN WE KNOW WE JUST ARE GOING TO GET HURT.
I WISH SOME ONE CAN TELL ME WHERE TO FIND THE SECRETS TO LIFE. SO NO ONE EVER GETS HURT.
BUT WE DONT KNOW SO TRY TO KEEP MOVING ON TO OUR NEXT GOAL OR LIFE STONE.
A DAY WITHOUT OUR LOVED ONES.........
WRITTEN BYE
EDWARD L. LEWIS
11-19-05
