Welcome to another night of insight according the young male's view.

Tonight is a night where things will seem twisted, but, in all intensions, due to perspective, is just an illusion.

Again, this view may be explicit, vague, or incomplete; please be considerate and be acknowledged with a fair warning.

How many days, must a person go on with their lives when they know that tomorrow is the same routine, and yet doesn't change it to make it more enjoyable, if they wake up miserable? I am not saying I wake up miserable, but I just feel, at times, discouraged and unmotivated to do something, but once I do, those around me look at me, and question me like I am insane. Is this considered a normal thing, or is it just awkward, or is it just plain idiocy?
What I mean is this: every time I want to do something, those around me, do not want to do it.

What am I doing, that makes me so different from the rest of those around me? Has my personality been shifted or is it just the other side of me is slowly releasing itself out of my body and becoming my second control? I was not like this before, since I would be the one who would analyze the inevitable and base my reaction accordingly; and now, it's slowly leaking to a point where I just go with the flow with careless intention, but part of me, wants to stop, rethink and redo the solution. What am I doing or not doing, to myself, to have these indescribable personalities; is it becoming a split-personality?