Instinct Vs. Heartache

We all can love and care about another as much as our heart will allow; but when the people we love or care about do not feel the same... it leaves us all alone with the feelings we STILL have for those people. At a dead end, with no answer or directions on which way to turn. It's always been an ugly truth that our heart's wanted to hide from. Our heart* already knows the pain that it's about to endure... everyone was born with that.

Our heart's know instinctively to sense the emotional feelings from the other person or persons involved... whether we know it yet or not... rejection is soon to come... Most people blow off the feeling of their heart being swallowed by their stomach when something is gonna hurt their emotional state & somehow that percentage of people make it transparent to their every sense for the rest of their lives; Just so they can have control over the way they feel... still ignoring the fact that they're wasting precious time in their life... when they could be using those senses to wait for the right feeling to come along...

We hurt ourselves even more by denying that feeling from ourselves; over and over again... running into the same thing; the same feeling of being sad, the feeling of broken heartedness, the same emptiness & loneliness.... over and over again, wondering when the cycle will break. In the long run though... after running around and receiving all that heartache and love-dump... we eventually end up sitting all alone contemplating... wondering what happened... and finally it dawns on us... we knew something would go wrong before it even ever did, because of the weird feeling our heart & mind had, that we'd completely ignored just on a chance for happiness.

Never ignore something that comes to you so naturally... that's what separates the best from the rest.

From The Broken Mind of...
~Crystal Rose~
Written ~07/08/11~

The brain vs. The heart; a heart can't truly sense anything but blood pumping thru... the brain is what links these emotions to our mind and body and makes it feel like we're sick from our attached feelings of attraction being rejected. Too fucked up it seems - for us to endure.