I thought I'd update this when/if I eventually settle down with someone, I want it to be with a women that has captured my heart completely. That, however, will not be an easy task. Due to past relationships and things that have been done and said to me in the past and yes in the present, I don't trust easily. Age is a number to me - so younger, older or my age isn't the issue of who I find to settle down with. I want a relationship where honesty and trust top the list with both parties; where love is two sided; where friendship abounds; where romance is not dead; where it's okay to sit in silence and just hold each others hands and know that everything is okay; where jealousy doesn't even enter the picture because we are so secure in each others love for each other that it isn't necessary; where laughter is the best medicine; where it's okay to be individuals because we know that together we are a whole...I know I'm asking for a lot and I won't settle for less. So until I find that, I'm content with where I am in life.