Even if I was not related to you I would still be your auntie angel its not that i dont want to be your auntie what i am saying is I was born to a fucked up mother and all my brothers are fuck heads and i wish i was never born at times it had nothing to do with how i feel about you. I love you but i dont love any of my brothers thats just how I feel. I am through with all of them fuckers but my nieces are always in my heart. I was away from here for a reason and I am about to go back home I am through trying to fight a lost cause and putting my kids life in danger besides. All them fuckers have nerve enough to try to complaine but sit back and agreed to chipper being the gaurdian if your grandmas wake funeral and burrial is up here in Devils Lake I am through fighting a lost cause its a waist of my time my mistake for even coming here around my sorry ass brothers they dont give a flying fuck so niether do I anymore I am through with it. My kids have been threatened to be harmed what makes you think chipper just wont shoot them up with his insilan he will he is a sociopath like half my brothers are. He will get away with murdering one of my children and do you really think i will choose my mom over my children fuck no so i am gone.
I no longer existI no longer exist part of me is missing, gone far awayI am gone to a dark place were I will now stay No one seems to care the torment I face, No one hears me my life shall erase. I don’t exist no more I am numb and coldI don’t exist anymore even myself I cannot hold. Dieing on the inside no one really cares What shall I do this life is no fair Family is an illusion with no meaning it don’t exist to meThere are no friends thats all a dream a fantacy Dieing on the inside my pain I cannot share I became someone I do not want to be I no longer careNo one really loves or truly truly cares who you are are what your about No one really wants to take the time there is no doubt Selfish people who just hurt others for material or a single pennySelfish ones who step on others there is way to manyNo one really cares if you live or die They only want to hurt you step on you make you cryThere is no hope for me anymore I have to leave I had a dream once I no longer believe I no longer exist part of me is missing, gone far awayI am gone to a dark place were I will now stay I no longer exist By native 2007
