I am 44. I moved to Maine. I do what I do which will have to do. I dont mind the teabaggers anymore too much. I feel sorry for them even as I wouldnt want to have to do that once nevermind for 4 more years. The following is a fictional diary for educational and referece purposes and in no means is meant to resemble characters from the living , walking or dead dead: 5/10/13 Except for continuing vendettas, feuds, various forms of revenge and the instinct to avoid certain things or people I am not too concerned with yesterday. Today should be an ok day. Will pick up 8 pounds of washed fiddleheads and cook them up in evvo,red pepper flakes,balsamic vinegar and salt and freeze. If this second batch (first one 4 pound last week for 10$) comes good again may double up again next week. I figure f it will eat bunches of them this season and give away freeze a load... Things are rolling ok. Have isssues in every arena but am also making progress here and there at least to the point that it is a much better year all round for me and the house. I expect to buy the appliances soon, am doing a ton of herbs and garlic,,, and am almost ready to have this Carpenter fellow start working here. I commited to many hours for the guy so he can count on surviving. He brought up a truckload of his possessions and should be fully moved b4 long... They are starting the pot fests soon am looking forward to walking around and being accused of being a dea agent while i am smoking. Funny how it works with age I am much less "hippy free spirit" than i used to be but do believe in Medical Weed for sick people as opposed to the sick using opiates or other narcotics... 5/22/13 Things are progressing slowly but surely. Biggest issue lately is the hernia but again, thanking God it isnt a nut one. 6/1/13 SStill hernia issue, really a big hassle even to drive, stand or sit. Am ok on my back but what else is new? Am making some progress? Got the hippy carpenter mostly moved up here, he should start fiing up this clubhouse quite soon... Am getting a little more confident in what i do, in all things, perhaps age is some of it. Am hanging around tha Cougar again a bit more.