I Am This Guy
Im the guy who will text,im or call you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt.
Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to.
Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well.
Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead.
Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell.
Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
Im the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night.
Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
Im the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
Im the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with.
Im the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name.
I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you.
Im the guy who doesnt mess with other girls when i have you
Im the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them.
I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset.
I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.
I AM THIS GUY.... one of many.... who always ends up loosing her to the jerks who'll treat her like crap and are "too good of a friend" to date!
twisted, "cute", and a little insane (im not sure, i haven't been professionally diagnosed yet), having fun and being happy is key. i like to joke around as well as bounce around enerjetically listening to music. there's this whole "liking to chop off fingers while i lick up the blood that drips from the sickle and loose apandages" things but i wont go into detail. lol. hmmm... my name is Steven and that’s all you need to know iight.. I got some scars on my arm demons in my head Freakish wild side well more of a dark twisted side more or less somewhat demented side too, But hell after all I am different from the rest… Human’s and the like….. twisted I may be I may look the part as well…. ... yes if I get stressed out to much I cut myself unless I have friends to talk with... I don't cut myself anymore thought which is a good thing.. I am a smartass can be a dork and I real thorn in peoples side when I want that is… I like talking to my friends and to new people even know it’s hard to get me to speak but once you do I promise I wont shut up as long as there are things to talk about… I am beyond this world which means I think myself not to be human so those that know may call me shadow or nerzhul. I don’t like to be judged with the rest of the human race yes I may look like a human male but please just because most men are dicks well we are not all like that well at lest I am not anyways… I have a psycho side I am not going to lie about that when I get that way I get a little stalkerish I will not lie but that side/part of me is very hard to bring out my friends see that side of me once in a blue moon because I never show that side.. I only show that side to those that deserve it or that have hurt me in some way… I am easily aroused if you know me well enough, I am very playfully again if you know me well enough I am very sweet if you let me be. You let me be myself and I promise you will like me and want to see more of what only lives if you allow it. Got very little friends but the ones I do have I would die for and they know that I fucking love the friends I got my homie from out west Dylan and Eric, my dark Angel named rouge AKA kaci, Jeremy, my party gurl jennica, drinking buddy Brandon and his old lady Brittney… just to name a few of the closer ones oh can’t forget rouge’s sister shameless AKA Tiffany, and my .. gurl trisha and my cyber gurl Cheron fleck love ya baby gurls… I like to write either poems or stories depends really on my mood though am soft spoken laid back you could say but that would be a understatement… well in my mind it is anyways I dunno you may think differently though… I can be fun to hang out with when people decide to actually hang out with me.. I have a hard time making friends though however when I do become your friend you will never want to lose me as your friend cause of how I can make you feel when people are around me…
who i'd like to meet: Just people like me or people who can share my interests and don't mind dealing with a twistided mind... Anybody who can make me laugh, Anyone that can make me want to be my self, someone who could actually put up with me. Anyone that can just make me feel good and put up with both the good and bad that I have inside.. Anyone that can make me feel the special way that you feel when you know your happy to be alive/have the friends you do… Anyone that will not treat be differently just cuz I may be a little childish/strange.. someone that can make me feel warmth again… SHOULD I EVEN BOTHER I MEAN HOW IN THE FUCK WILL I EVER MEET MY OTHER SIDE IF I AM HIM SHIT WHAT THE FUCK TO DO SO I GUESS I JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT DAMN! YOU TELL ME IF I SHOULD LOOK IN THE MIROR AND TALK TO MYSELF LIKE NORMAL BUT NEVER ANSWERING BUT EVER SO OFTEN. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! IM FUCKN CRAZY WOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
Interests
SEX, GURLZ, PARTIES, SMOKING DOPE, DRINKING ALCOHOL, POPING/SNORTING PILLS, EATING SHROOMS, TAKING ACID, CAMPING, HORSE BACK RIDING, STAR GAZING,READING/WRITING POETRY, LISTENING TO MUSIC, COMPUTER/VIDEO GAMES, WALKING, BIKE RIDING, FISHING, TRAVELING....
Music
3 days grace,icp,kotton mouth kings, three six mafia, eminem,slayer, mansion, some rock/punk/death metal, snoop dogg,Slipknot, dr dre, tupac. B.I.G.G.I.E smalls, HIM, cradle of filth, blaze ya dead homie, anybody killa, Drowning Pool, Evanescence,seether, dark lotus, Cannibal Corpse, twiztid, esham, Psychopathic Rydas, Tech N9Ne,otep, pantera, morbid angel, bone thugs n harmony, crossfade,dark wave, death metal, gothic, emo, smcreamo, stone sour, black label society, Nirvana
Movies
red eyes, just like heaven, scarface, hellboy, meet joe black, hulk, avp2, king auther, troy, half baked, hellraiser, child's play, nightmare on elm street, freddy vs jason, La Blue Girl, Fight Club, Vampire Hunter D, Gundam Wing: Endless Waltz, you got served, white chicks,Romeo Must Die, Training Day, STAR WARSall of them, alone in the dark, soul plane, the notebook, scary movie 1-3,The Butterfly Effect 1-2, American Pie all of them, beerfest, click,The cheech and chong collection. The outsiders, Gangs of New York, that romeo and juliet movie,SLC Punk? Biodome, the devils rejects
Idols
GRIM REAPER
I enjoy the world of pain
I relish in agony
I'm comin to get you so you better not run
Cause i'm the Grim Reaper
I hold your soul in the palm of my hand
I play with your sanity
You better bow down and show some respect
Cause i'm the Grim Reaper
Death is my brother and Satan is my friend
I work for darkness
Soon it will be the end
I love to hear your tourtured screams
As you writhe on the cold marble floor
Submit to your fate cause i'ms comin for you
I'm the Grim Reaper
Now say goodbye cause your time has come
I'm here to take you home
Where darkness lives alone....
THIS IS A DEDICATION TO SOME PEOPLE THAT DESERVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck these dumb ass bitches up their stupid ass sorry looking self and should be given a sentence to be with a thousand corpses wich will be their food and fuck these damn sluts should have dicks crammed up their butts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So you wanna play games I'll turn the tables around as fast as a Jack Rabbit think a second rewind take some time. A little lets rap a little threw ropes and jokes diggn in the past yea Remember my ass walkn down memory lane so insane call me dewayne. you told me a story a little bit gory his wife spun your boy hung and he cummed telling shit from the fuckn past tryn to make me feel sorry for your ass, But bitch you know damn straight your not sucking or fucking cause he's gone Twisting ans swaying left you praying. Who's the fool who helped you cope through this get the scope and a bar of soap to choke, I was the one that was there for you ending up in the hospital while you become a necrophiliac loosing all i sit and watch you fall so crawl in the dark being on top your cherry got popped Oh! What a bloody mess may i address it's through and over your left on the corner who's your owner Bitch canni on the bus clan has just began so where's your new man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hanging from a tree limp P. Penis you beg please on your knees, Geeze still no P. Penis to get hard to see Wanting to suck dick bitch you get me sick so quick you make me natious so i stay cautious around you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH! know you know ill pick a bro my homie over you hoe let it go used abused yesterday's new get a clue what the fuck did you do to me. It makes me sick is it cause your love of dick wanted me to lick your clit and stuff you full of my dick leading me on trying to have me change your duranged in the mind time intertwined I'm left blind like a demon enraged it'll be left engraved how you cheated liying laying and crying otta control ready to stroll scroll through the messages you tell me about how i have you on a short leash bitch please I would have you on a choke chain if i wanted to claim pulling you by my leg to explain about you dame your fuckn lame whould have had you tamed just want to be friends cause you dont want to be with one guy hwy not give everyone a try done even try me you stupid fuckn slut i should have stuck and stuffed all my dick up your butt OH my i must say good bye and i hope you fucking die.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hanging from a tree limp P. Penis you beg please on your knees, Geeze still no P. Penis to get hard to see Wanting to suck dick bitch you get me sick so quick you make me natious so i stay cautious around you!
