> About me: I am living for the effect of you. I need you to exist. I am told I care too much. I am told that I love too easily. It is not good for me to be so dependent. I should learn how to be by myself. I know how to be by myself. But after I have thought and thought by myself, there is nothing left to be affected by. Without love shared, there is nothing to live for. Without the connection of human touch, we have lost a part of ourselves. We cannot fully understand each other's past unless we were there. We need to hold on to parts of our past so that we can continue to understand it. So that we can let go of the mistakes and grow with what we love. I love easily. I love in the moment, from moment to moment. I trust everyone I meet. I trust until there is no longer a reason to trust. We need trust. We need it so that we can continue sharing ourselves. I get hurt easily, but that is only because I have such a good time in the moment. The past has made me who I am, along with everyone who has been in my life. The effect of thes people has shaped me. I love each side that they bring out. When I lose someone, I lose the effect we had on each other. So I hold on to everthing. I do not let go. Letting go is not something I am accustomed to. I will not let go of this. So I am living for the effect of you. I am not depending on you. I am holding on to myself....