Searching for loves open armswaiting, wondering, questioning.You think you find something ,only to see you have fallen again for loves misery.Another let down another stab to the heart,feeling so stupidfor feelings let in,anger and emotions,fly wild in the wind.Never again will you find me falling and letting one in.Wishing to forget the pain in this heart,hating myself for opening up,Now closing the door,throwing out the key, noone will ever get to me.written by me at 3 am i was trying to stay awake at work.