i am rose richmond from ohio befrod i work here in africa i want to tell u much more about my self ok and my late mum and dad that is why i have been honest with u and thruthfull for u to know i am really seriouse with what i want from u that i am not here to play games My Mom names is : Late Mrs. Juliana Vivian richmond ( Directress of GIFTED CHILDREN AND MOTHERLESS BABIES HOME, AFRICA CHAPTER, NIGERIA )My Mom country: hailed from the city called kwara in Eastern Part of nigeria ,But grown in the Norther part of Russian .My Mom recently died in Nigeria where she held the post of directress of GIFTED CHILDREN AND MOTHERLESS BABIES HOME of June this year.The School I attended my primary school at: The Anglo - American School of Moscow, in the city called Helsinki in Finland.I attended my High School at: European School - Moscow,in the city of Moscow,Russia.I Entered "THE STATE UNIVERSITY OF NEW YORK, SUNY "Buffalo, NY (do to financial aid ,I did not finish before I returned back to my loving mother Country in nigeria)I later completed my Degree in Vladivostok State University of Economics, in Vladivostok city in Russian. Now About My Dad : When my Dad Left Moscow to USA He attended Philadelphia Biblical University in PA,where he ordained the master of divinity .My Dad and my Mom were lived together for many years in Night heart drive Fort-worth in Texas, Both love to attend various Seminaries, The one i could remember that i joined them to attended was the one which NORTH TEXAS CHAPTER OF BLACKS IN GOVERNMENT REGIONAL VI CONFRENCE Held in Houston some years ago.My Dad and My Mom were living in the Church missionary of ASSEMBLIES OF GOD, Elizabethtown, New York Before my Mom got a Transfer job to the gifted children motherless babies home Africa chapter Located in Nigeria.My Mom Died Last three mouth of July, 2003 in Lagos University Teaching Hospital. Nigeria, Africa.Continuation of where i am now, To open myself to you as an open book, I have been hurt and betrayed, infect i questioning myself and even ask God that why you created me without having any mate, i left the united state to African in Nigeria here for the burial ceremony of my loving Mom with the man called Joseph who i wanted to marry to, we both left the ohio in US to the buria ceremony of my mom last 18th of June, 2003 to Nigeria in Africa. Oh My God could you believe that some men were less than honest even less than what they claimed themselves to be as a Christian man, Joseph appeared to me as a christian man, before my Mum passed away He prayed that i should married to a Godly man who truly serving God with all his heart, But one thing about me from my elementary root, i love life, people called me to be people watch, i love fun, i am very passionate, romantic. but i end up here during the burial ceremony in Africa here, I introduced Joseph my ex-man that we left the State to Africa to my best friend called Janet in the burial occasion, Could you believe that Joseph went in my absent and seek for Janet my best friend for marriage proposal, they both end up here by left me here to ohio, i mean joseph took janet down to ohio and married there. This is the where i got my pain from, I just thought to myself that Oh my God.....Joseph!!!! Why that some damage has been done in the trusting department.Now , Over two years now,. i pray to know you better, i dont want to sink in love again, i dont want a game, just tell me again what you want in a woman that you pray to grow old with in your life, not because of the problem i have here now want to make me to despirate to marry anyone. I want a man that is going to adore me, respect me and build a home together and be a mother of my children all these fact are important to me.But,There is onething that is common in this ugly world,it is the most thing that is common in this world now, because after we have betrayed, we stop trusting to any one, even if the person who went to be closer to us is pure , love with the fear of God,and innocent like a teardrop, which i believe we are, and ages must pass till we are born again ,ready to love,ready to share love to the people and their children. I would never in my life to betray the person whom i care about , because i dont want any one to loose faith in people , in love , with trust , i cant understand how can we so cruel sometimes not to comprehend one's vulnerable soul , one 's feelings may be sometimes we can not feel one selves at their place......., i have been take away with my thoughts, may be i am boring to u,, what a happiness i could say my innermost thought to u , i feel so empty after saying all this , how can i be unfaithful to my best friend .Even though it has been written in the Bible in Proverb, "A good lover will not make lies , but a false soulmate make lies , i can never lies to my second part , i mean my second half to make the live of both of us to complete , to betray her means to betray my self. how could someone live in the feelings u have betrayed his own essence, it means to looose herself in this world.......could u live with such feelings ? , in ur reply ur answer is very essential for me. .I suppose to leave this strange country since lastyear but i still delay with one or two things. but remember that i shared with you above that i will be honest with u. ples never u break my heart and thrust me plesThanks.