Ok well here goes. I am doing this to see if anyone does read this and if they do how many will think of me as a dork but to tell anyone that reads this I just don't care what people think anymore. I am going to be myself and only myself. Well here goes. I am 27 years old. I take care of my family a lot and by a lot I mean for right now I am moving in between my mothers and fathers place because I don't have a place of my own yet again but I am having to make sure that they both are ok and help them thur their problems. Yeah I know it is not much of a life but I really never have had a life. Not that I don't want one, man do I. I have 2 kids. One which I know is mine and one I signed the papers because the real father wanted nothing to do with her. They are both girls. I never get to see them because the mother which was my wife and still is till I can get the money for the divorce just won't let me see them. Yet she still wants everything from me and see won't even get a job to take care of her part. Like I said I am married but working on the divorce. I don't have a job right now for reasons like been thur a lot of jobs when I was the mother of my kids and now it is really tough to find a job that will keep me. Yes I am looking for someone to be with me in a relationship but will like me for who I am not for what they want me to be, because I can only be myself. I am also looking for friends. Don't have many of them because of the the relationships I have been in. Well that is about all I am going to put here.