Some quick things so you don't waste your time or mine... I am learning to live life alone except for raising my kids. I'm not looking to 'hook up' really, nor do I want to 'chat' with people about the possibility of it right now. If you are female, it's up for discussion. I don't need any more of guys' bullshit at this time and place in my life. I don't like to make decisions, but will if it's necessary. When push comes to shove I am willing to fight for those I love and am a fierce fighter. My friends are everything to me. If you don't want to be my friend then do not add me just to add another to your "Myspace Harem". When you really trust someone, you have to be okay with not understanding some things. All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them. I will be honest with you but it does not entitle you to believe I am an open book about everything. If you don't want me to be honest or you think by simply listing some expectations in my profile makes me a bitch, so be it. Build a bridge and get over it because I'm sick of hiding who I am and being scared people won't like or love me for me. I shouldn't have to worry about it either. Because it's who I am like it or not. I am a recovering Self-Injurer, or as some people who don't know of all the ways people with this Disorder use different ways of injuring themselves as a way of coping, otherwise known as a "Cutter". I no longer do that and hope not to relapse or lose confidence in the faith that I can stop it for good. If that bothers you or you can not deal with that, don't waste our time by adding me either. I may Blog about it since it is part of me starting over and I don't need people throwing stones and being hypocrites. I have learned so much this year. Life is not a movie. Good guys lose. Everybody lies. And love does not conquer all. I am not a skeptic. I am quite cynical though. It is well deserved and no, I was not screwed over by someone and taking it out on everyone else around me. I'm just beginning to open my eyes a lot more to the fabrications and bullshit that I've been told all of my life and refuse to tolerate it anymore. The power of accurate observation is commonly called cynicism by those who have not got it. Most importantly...I don't like being judged. If God doesn't like the way I live, let him tell me, not you.