I'm a piece of fucking work.Truth is I never know what I want.Not like, long term. I can't guess how I'll feel then.I can only tell you how I feel right now.I can tell you how I think I'll feel.But 'Maybes' and 'It's possibles' don't apease my critics.So, fuck'm. Too bad. I don't know then.I'm bitter. I'm jaded.I'm loving. I'm caring.I'm learning to be more honest.I'm learning to be more loyal.I'm a hater. I can't help it. I envy easily.I'm paranoidI think I'm not good enough.I also think your not better then me. Don't know how that works. But, it does.I like to smoke. A lot. A lot a lot. It's in my blood. >The family buisness I guess.I am mixed. I'm a muttling.I used to have this huge issue with my blackness.Used to make fun of rap and say it wasn't real music.I used to be intimidated by black men.I am no longer like that.I don't like mainstreem rap, cause lyrically it's crap. And I'm a writer, so that doesn't do it for me.But underground, and indie rap really tickles my kitten.I like metal music to death, and always will.I like emo music too. I was a little emo before being emo was coolI'm a little disgusted by the hardcore emo kids tho.I love...goth kids. Especially the women. I'm in love with japanese street fashion. I love fashion in general. But the things the japanese girls do with their clothes and acessory are just so fun. I'm a big fuckin' kid inside.I love to color, I love arts and crafts, I love to paint.I love art. All kinds. Especially photography and painting.I like to write. A lot. I wrote more when I was younger. But some ass hat took all the writing I had, away from me.Because he thought it was his place to play judge and jurry, when it really was none of his buisness.But I'm writing again, and I think I like my new stuff better. I am single right now. I plan on being that way for a while.So if all your interested in is a little booty?Move the fuck along. I may be a pervert. And a nympho.But I'm not your pervert nympho. And I don't want to be.And I don't do the whole casual sex thing. That's gross.Not to mention dangerous. I donno where you been. Ew.Anything else you wanna know and you should probably talk to me hmmm?