I'm Falling faster.
but I walk just as slow.
I'm feeling so alive waiting until the day that I die.
Surely, I'm frightened of this existence.
of age.
of loneliness.
It forces me to tremble on a magnitude I don't want to.
Explain.
what's this definition of a continuance for?
only to embrace the changes which repeat themself?
Why do we make these risks?
to what extent do they have us accomplish these, arbitrary goals?
are we so entertained of the monotonous nine to five occupation?
what fuels our desires to prolong the effect of happiness?
how can we smile when we can't result ourselves to be positive?
I do feel sometimes self pity is the only escape towards the best environment of one's fragile future.
we're weak, yet as time goes by we become stronger by other's deceptions, lies, deceit, betrayal.
I'd really love for equality, it'll never come to fruition.
I doubt anybody can relate to what I speak.
but if so, then I applaud yooh. my fellow comrades .
affiliates of socializing.
of those being immature in the sense of insultive propaganda , you are not my friends.
nor do i give kudos to those asking to think of me as their friend?
for they all become so judgmental && sympathize.
you believe them.
you have but to be polite toward those individuals.
to be nonchalant of your true personality.
however, I have changed
it's more a pact.
not to display pseudo emotions towards strangers.
because if you obligate only so much trust.
when compromised.
that supposedly generous person will turn on you.
&& reflect your kindness against you.
no type of life is fair.
mine isn't
nor are yours?
do I deserve each day to walk amongst this earth?
I don't think so.
my friends which I consider factual.
are the ones who keep me willing && able to be overwhelmed by the next evening i'm expecting.
these are the general statistics of Me!
Raul
I have schizophrenic conversations with myself.
am I weird?
No, I'm very different.
because i don't know how to communicate with others.
I can't offend myself?
which is why, I've chosen this path of a unique character
x]

emo.
screamo.
alternative.
pop.
hardcore HXC.
anyways.

Alesana && Saosin are two of my favorites.

cause they're incredible :]


i won't like go deeper about music cause people are would be journalists && like debating on genres.
eff them to fire pits.
i hate yooh. critics >.>
O M G
E-Tards -.-



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