I am a writer, a dreamer, a cynic, a romantic, an absurdist, a nihilist, an intense lover, I love walking in the shadows among the dead, I am detached, introverted, a rebel, a hippie, need deep affection, I listen well, not near as tough as I think, if I love you I will lie with the lions... I am not sure if life has inherent meaning.

Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.
- Edgar Allan Poe

Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.
- Philip K. Dick

The important thing is not to stop questioning.
- Albert Einstein

There's someone in my head but its not me.
- Pink Floyd

Most men pursue pleasure with such breathless haste that they hurry past it.
- Soren Kierkegaard

We don't see things as they are, we see things as we are.
- Anais Nin

I may have stopped questioning....
I am a walking contradiction.
I am interested in the answers unknowable.
We see very few colors of the spectrum and I feel that rather sad.
Sublime beauty is all around me in the darkness.
Sexually intense.
I am 5'8 and will always be so.
My favorite Beatles song, at least for today, is Rain
Although humans are animals, prefer the company of other animals...we always have ulterior motives.
Pagan Buddhist Discordian Agnostic (However I believe nothing 100%)
The teachings of Gurdjieff.
The Grateful Dead is my spirituality.
If you know the films of David Lynch....
If you know the works of Poe....
Some tell me I have a heavy heart...
INTP on Kiersey Tempermental Sorter Test (Rationalist/Architect)....1% of population it says, Einstien, Darwin and Thomas Jefferson it says...ummmm
All Hail Eris!

I love walking among the stones of those gone before as the light of the quiet night envelopes the world.
I love to walk quietly up to my lover from behind and gently place a kiss upon the nape of her neck.
Prefer Green Tea to the myriad selections of brews these days.
Please...have courage of self...no fear.
I am no more important and no less the the tree, the praying mantis, the three toed sloth ad infinitum
Nothing is sacrosanct where humor is concerned.
Ask me anything.

I long to once more feel ELECTRIC. To be in love is to die a small death when she leaves my presence. To see only her eyes when I gaze upon stars, to feel the softness of her lips her kiss as the glow of the moon caresses my face. To be breathless in the face of beauty sublime which makes the most tender of flowers bow as she walks among them. To awake and...ahhh be relieved and full of unknown joy..to have her scent, her presence surrounding my soul. To be constantly reborn in her beauty, her smile.

Alright...let's cut to the chase. I am not and never will be over 5'8 and that's okay. My hair is no longer the lush long full richness of old. Now I shave it. I am a tree hugging hippie type and do not have any idea how to fix a car! But I do know the lyrics to every Beatles song ever recorded and have seen the Grateful Dead 67 times...will that help me if my car breaks down ...no, but at least I can sing I Am the Walrus while waiting for a miracle...or AAA.

I was once a sous chef can cook you possibly the best meal you have ever had and make you laugh as well...that is if you like the humor of Monty Python, Lenny Bruce and Sarah Silverman. No subject is sacrosanct when it comes to humor. If you do not know the meaning of sacrosanct you should stop reading here! I really do not care if I come off as arrogant because honestly I am looking for open minded intelligence and bare bones honesty ...love Guinness!

I love live music and followed the Grateful Dead around the country for a long strange trip...yes, that is the kind of guy I am...and yes, I am a vegetarian that eats seafood.

I am a hedonist discordian....

Reality is perception.

My aspirations are to sit at starbucks sipping a green tea latte with a openminded opinionated woman who sees the absurdities of life on a daily basis, to find a woman who likes scary films and listening to the White Stripes, Sufjan Stevens, The Grateful Dead and the Beatles, who realizes there are no absolutes however may try to convince me otherwise.