When I was young I was told I could F up a steel ball
Now I see I can take the most perfect moments
Twist it and bend it til it shatters like butterfly wings
As natural to me as taking a breath
Taking my foot and inserting in mouth
Why can't I just enjoy the silence
Why do i encourage self induced violence
You weren't the first beautiful disaster i made
You won't be the last one my mind creates
Apologies are meant from the depths of my soul
Stare at the sun then crawl back in my hole
Wish it would change things back but i know that it won't
You are still in my head all giggles and smiles and ...............
