Well I was in the Army 21 years and 9 months, been there done that. So if you can think about it I've been through nearly anything. Been all over the world and I have seen many things that made me who I am today. The hardest thing is knowing your going into the lions den, being placed in harms ways lower your head and try to find cover. Bullets flying all around, explosions all around you, look up and see the enemy....line them up and decide take the shot or let them live another day.... Unless you've been that situation you'll never know but if you have you know what I did. I mean I am here writing this lol.... I'm just wanting the American dream and just want to slow down, meet some good people and go from there. One day at a time! What you see is what you get.