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  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    It is a short poem that I have written for today, but I hope that you like it.I would spend the day with you if I only had one to livemy last precious moments to you I would so gladly give.Each and every day I think the same when I do wakeand cherish them all in case my life that day does take.Our time apart is the price that surviving demands of me,I want you to know that I do it all gladly to be with thee.I shall die and even my bones shall turn to dust it is truebut always there will be part of me, it is my love for you.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    The shadows of loneliness block out the rays of hopechilling the aching heart and sets it on a slippery slope.A spiraling decent into the anguish of a pure hellish lifethat will leave no room for anything but pain and strife.One must suffer through and continue on for others,for the children and to relieve the worries of mothers.It takes it out of a person to carry on each long daywhen pressures of being alone on them does weigh.A loving heart broken by a heart that was not there,it was cast aside without any concern or any care.If just one person would forget looks and rise above,they could relieve the suffering with just a little love.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    I wrote this one after talking with a guy who was trying to get up enough courage to propose.The silence can be more than deafening it seemswaiting for a response from the one of your dreams.Often nothing says more than saying nothing at allwhen your world stands on the abyss about to fall.Your imagination runs wild and horrors in your mindsearch as hard as you may no comfort can you find,feeling in your heart the worst is definitely on it's way,waiting there unable to breathe for what you have to say.The question has been asked and the proposal madeoptions and responses are considered and weighedbut surely if like you say, your love for me was truewould so much thought still then be required of you?

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    An upbeat poem I wrote to wish you all a Happy Humpday.Look upon the lovely day the sun is shining brightthe sky is blue and clear, will stay like that tonight.Hear the birds as they sing and make it brighterit gives you a smile and makes the mood lighter.Feel the warm sun on your skin it is Spring at lastwinter dragged on so long, Summers coming fast.Time to get out again and enjoy the good life again,with no more storms of snow, now they're all rain.Break out the swim wear and get yourself a tanenjoy the warmth and play some ball is the plan.Get with all of our friends and enjoy time togethermake the most of ever day we get good weather.So place your hand in mine, my dearest lovelet us lay by a fire and count the stars above,as on the warm sandy beach we walk will alonghaving you there will fill my heart with a song.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    I wrote this after seeing one of those after-battle scenes in a movie. To me the crows represent the fanatics and profiteers. Hear the murder of crows as they caw sitting in the treesThey circle far up overhead and dine whenever they pleaseGathering by the hundreds they come for an easy mealand send out a chorus that truly sounds evil and unreal.They send out an eerie echo to deliver the beckoning call"Come and join in the feast there's plenty for one and all."You can hear them even over the sad cries of men pain,muffled by their thirst as they pray for some relief and rain.The sound marks the air and echoes around in my headas I lay unable to move and left here among the dead.They tend now to those that can continue with the fightand may get to the rest of us if we can survive the night.Crows do not care about politics and things like borders,not one of them commands the rest barking out orders.Not caring rather the losers or the victors you might benor about the reason for the war between you and me.They just swoop down upon both the dying and deadand start their feast by pecking the eyes from our head.What noble cause did we fight for and give our lifeno more will we suffer now with all the pain and strifelaying here as our dying will surely soon be throughWe fought for what we believe, to our word was trueand the lowly crow who cares for none will still liveno loyalty to grand ideas or honor will they ever give.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    Here is the poem of the day. I wrote it talking to a lady about how rude some men can be.You tell me that you want a mate that will love you trueI must now admit that it is something that I already doI see the angel that you are and what is in your heartbut in honesty I must also confess that it just one partI love your humor, compassion, and I love your mindbut if you think about it I am sure that you will findthat while I admire and long for you to give your heartwe both know that it is wrong to deny our animal part.Was it not your beauty that was first to catch my eyethat it impossible to forget you if would ever want to trySo it is only natural that I also want the physical partAm I wrong and being greedy to want it and your heart?I do not mind waiting until you are ready to share allit is not just your exquisite body that I want, after allI want share our live together in each and every wayso that together through life, we will faithfully stay.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    It is a sad one for this day, written after having talked to a wonderful lady who has lost her husband. This for Marie and I named it"A soldier's wife's Lament"I found my"Happily Everafter". I found my dream come true.I found out what eternal love means the day I found you.Thought that I had loved before so it took me by surpriseand saw the sun come up each day there in your eyes.The birds all sang much merrier and the world was right,you gave me the stars and moon each and every night.You filled my heart with happiness with the love you giveand woke me from existence and taught me how to live.How can there be a Happily Everafter when people dieand the other one is left here alone to carry on and cry.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    Your poem of the day. I wanted to write something a little upbeat to start the weekend with.I was mesmerized the first time that I saw youwords failed me then I will admit that it is truebut you were sweet and made me more at easeand I found we fit together pretty as will pleaseAs time passed the feeling grew ever strongeruntil I found that I could not deny it anymoreI had to overcome my fears and say it to youthose three little life changing words"I love you"We have had more time and still love growsmy loving feeling for you constantly showsI will not promise you that there will be strifefor it will always be a part of everyone's lifeI can promise that as you face the unknownthat you will never have to face it all alone.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    The poem of the day:What is this sorrow that besets me, what is it's source?Is there some way to rid, some way to stray it's course?How did it come to grip my heart and for what reason,is it a momentary thing or shall it outlast the season?Is it that we not together, in fact we are so far apart?Could that be the cause for sorrow here in my heart?When you are here with me my heart fills with glee,is this now the price I pay for giving my love to thee?Then let it weigh heavy as it will upon my weary mind;for me, happily willing to pay the price it will surely find.For it is truly a very small price that I shall have to payto know that in the end with you I shall always stay.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    I wrote this poem last night after talking to a guy on here that met a woman online that played him.I hopped upon the internet and not true love to ever seekmore out of curiosity, just wanting to have a quick peekI have met some people there from all over this grand earthand a few have become close friends, for what it's worthI have counseled people from far away and others nearall most need is someone that will not judge to lend an earjust a trusted shoulder to cry on when life gets too tougha sympathetic soul that'll listen when they have had enoughI never thought about thing like if their profile was realbecause their pain and emotions were, that I could feelThen one day quite unexpectedly I happened upon youand now I find myself wondering all the time"What is true?""What do you want in life and what are you trying to do?""Is that exquisite picture that mesmerizes me really you?""Have I been seduced from afar by your grace and charm?""Why am I thinking these things and will you do me harm?""Is there any chance that you wonder these things too?"rather the answer is yes or no, what is it that I should do?What about you that has somehow worked it's way inside should I now run away or is it already too late to try to hide?I can sense the hurt and pain that you have been through,but is all the rest of what your profile shows really you?If it is not, can I believe anything that you have to say?and mostly"What am I to do if you do not feel this way?"

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    You tell me that you love me, but how do I know for sure,is there any way known that can show your love is pure?Is it a matter of faith that I must just assume to be truemust I go through life hoping that I am still loved by you?I always do my best to show you how much I truly careit is my every thought to make you happy and be therein hopes that you will never have a doubt about my love.I always want you to think of me as a gift from up above.I see all the things that you do for me and do appreciate,I worry so much that I will miss a sign until it is too late.We all have heard of the man who has sex just beforethen he leaves his house to go out and find some whore.There are women that will kiss their husband and thenthey will head off to have sex with some strange men.So I am left to wonder if there is a sure way to ever know that your partner will be faithful and still loves you so?

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    Now I taste the bitter salty tears of loneliness once againspending days suffering alone and nights of unending pain,drowning in the regrets that I myself am truly guilty of,allowing this battered heart to once again hope for love.The days are filled with with longing ripping at my heartand nights with intolerable anguish while we are apart.How could I ever dare to play Russian Roulette with love,to put all of my trust in the mighty powers from up above.It seems that I must now pay for my ignorance and pridewith an eternity of constant torment coming from inside,destroying bit by bit my confidence in my every thought and leaving an abyss in me instead of the love I sought

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    What is it my noble heart that makes you now hesitateYou have been acting more and more strange as of lateAfter having taken me through childhood and the warwhy do you choose to fail me as you never have beforeHow is it that you falter after what you've been through?Why do you let a lady like her have such an effect on you?Why is it that when nothing ever gave you a real scare,she can manage to do it with tenderness and gentle care?You know that it only the pain of when love is untruenot really this beautiful lady that truly does scare you.Steady up and make yourself ignore the chance of painfor if she is all she seems there is happiness to gain.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    This morning I watched the sun rise with every amber hueand now it sets in shades of magenta with day all throughIt was there in the sky all day to warm us right to our heartwith the gentlest of breezes as the wind tried to do it's partThe birds of Spring sang their songs so cheerful and freeNew grass and Easter lilies pushing up for all of us to seereminding us that Winter is done and promising pleasurewith some time to relax a bit, enjoy a little time of leisureIt was almost a perfect day that nature sent for us to shareyet I find it so very difficult to enjoy and harder to even care I realize the exquisiteness of this day that nature has shownbut joy and comfort are not easy to find when you are alone.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Brent Pittsusanlove
    ~~~~~~~~~~~I Love Susan Love~~~~~~~~~~~~

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    While strolling along the path of Life one daya stranger approached and I heard him say"The greatest gift of all to you I will gladly give,immortality, have no fear for forever you will live"With joy I thought what it might truly meanI could see all of the wonders man has seenI go dare to risk the climbing of mountainssearch for lost treasures and fabled fountainsSolve the riddles that have plagued men soand the ways of honor to learn and showI would time to find the true love of my lifeand happily live with her as my loving wifeSecure in the knowledge I'd be by her sideall through her life until the day she diedI'd watch my children grow old and grayand them as well I would see pass away"Kind sir, it is not that appreciation I lackbut I truly wish that you would take it back.To you it may not make sense or rhymebut death gives the meaning to my time.""I wish I had taken time to think it throughwhen it offered to me like it was to youfor it is the suffering with which I must liveuntil I find another to which it I can give.""I did not see the pain that it would bringtoo busy thinking it was a blessed thingNow I to see it as what some call a cursebut I tell you it is something so much worse."He bowed his head and walked slowly awayas he left under his breath I heard him say"I am so sorry my love it will yet another daybefore I can see you I must give this away"

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    I would whisper into you ear like the softest summer breezegentle words that confess my love to set your heart at easewould touch in a loving way that would my true heart revealand melt away the worries as you melt from my soft feelWould give you all that I have to give and wish to give moreto let you know that you are loved as you never were beforeLift you to new hiehgts of ecstasy as we made love growand gladly wear it in my big smile to the whole world showI will cheerfully give you time and freely give my very heartfeel the loneliness each and every time that we are far apartRejoice when once again I can hold you in my loving armsand allow myself to be seduced by your exquisite charmsBe so proud and happy to have you always there with meand count my blessings as each day I awoke you to seeall of this I would freely and happily do for no one but theeif you will stay and want to do these same things for me

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Musesusanlove
    Rather than life truly embracingmany spend all of their life chasingalways in pursuit of sexual pleasureor decadence even in their leisureLet not the season wain in wantnor let loneliness tease and tauntwhen we could perhaps with talkand maybe a pleasant spring walkor just with chats if you'd drutherfind the one we seek in the otherand enjoy the sensual joy of livingnot just in getting but also givingthe real pleasures in life are freethey are given by others to theea smile, a hug, even a single kisscan bring about exquisite blisswhen it comes from that oneyou want there 'til life is done

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Lady Ashysusanlove
    HEY...Welcome to FUBARCome Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! UnHoLy PaRaNoia,Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!!****HIRING STAFF****http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50245Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there!

    14 years ago · Reply
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