fubar

What can I say? I'm just a plain Jane kicking around a small hicktown. I love everything and everyone. Don't worry about my age on here...it's not my real age..it is just the position I love!! I have many interests and if you really want to know more about me then ask me. Besides who ever reads this part!! I do but I just wanted to see who really reads this crap people put down. Not saying that all people put their BS on here but some that I have seen do but SUCH IS LIFE!!

I also have a few sayings that I uphold and if people don't like it that 1: It sucks to be them
2: Fuck 'em if they can't take a joke
3: If ya don't like me..then.. BITE ME!!


Things in life are precious to me like life, love and happiness. I've always given 100% true love and always hoped I would get it back in return. But I'm finding myself more and more everyday that what they call true love is hard to find. So with that in mind I am going to start to live my own life the way I choose. No more depending on anyone..yes anyone. I am finally going to be me and if there is anyone out there then I will find them in my time. I never wanted to be a clinger but showing love and affection I really don't consider to be clingy.
I really wanted to find a man...yes man who took me for who I am even if I had some flaws...hell we all have them and I know you do..I've seen them, been there and done that..
I just don't think that if a man really loves someone then he should be honest and not just be there because he thinks he has to for her because he thinks that she lets people walk all over her. Well, that kind of relationship sucks and if he can't be honest and truly love her for the person she is then let her go...Flirting is good to a POINT.. but come on guys if you are in a relationship or a situation as "some" call it and you really don't want to be there then just break it off and quit hurting the person that you are with. I am just tired of people playing with my emotions.
Yes I sound harsh and I am learning this out the hard way so I guess all I really wanted to say is PISS OFF if you don't like me because I am me and if you don't like methen....BITE ME!!

Now as of February 3,,2008 I am a grandmama to the most beautiful baby boy. My daughter is on cloud nine and I am so proud of her. She went through 13 long hours of labor missing the entire superbowl but making it through the c section that was needed to get our football player!! He is the highlight in my life now. I am planning on a trip to Iowa where they live. Plans are still in the works but think I will be going up there the last week in February. Oh I can't wait to hold my baby boy. I will take some awesome pictures while I am up there and maybe post some on here.

Well that is all that is going on in my life for now but life is full of suprises so without a doubt there will be more exciting adventures out there for me....