Hi there, my name is Josh Allen and I'm a 23 year old single man in Virginia Beach, VA. I recently got out of the Navy and passed my NCLEX-PN exam. Now I'm headed back to school to become an RN and I'd like to ultimately become a Nurse Practitioner or Physician's Assistant. I follow politics the way most guys follow football and I'm interested in running for elected office someday.My personal life has been a source of tremendous confusion and pain over the years. I was the type of boy who was called the likes of fagot, queer, and sissy growing up and over time I came to belive them. When I was 14 decided that I must be gay and dated older men for nearly 8 years. I never expirienced romance, emotional intimacy or fulfilment though untill I fell in love for the first time (with a woman). At that point I realized that I am straight after all, just a different type of straight guy then my beer guzling, stripper oogling brethren. Also, I think that for a long time I felt like it was disrespectfull to eroticize women so I repressed my heterosexual feelings. But today, I know who I am and what I'm looking for and I'm ready to live life anew.I joined this site in order to meet a broader variety of women in hopes that I can find one who will love and accept me for myself. I've been frustrated recently becuase most of the women I've been meeting have passed me over for the macho types I described earlier. I honestly feel that I have atributes that would make make me good a boyfriend though. I am compassionate, loving, gentle, patient, faithful and protective. I've felt alone for so long and I'd really like to meet someone to share my life with. If you you'd like to meet me, then feel free to say hiRandom Facts that make me sound less boring:I run 7 miles a dayI've met 3 US PresidentsI've been to RussiaI can sing decentlyI'm am, and have alwayse been HIV/STD Negative (people ask me about this constantly).