What is it my noble heart that makes you now hesitateYou have been acting more and more strange as of lateAfter having taken me through childhood and the warwhy do you choose to fail me as you never have beforeHow is it that you falter after what you've been through?Why do you let a lady like her have such an effect on you?Why is it that when nothing ever gave you a real scare,she can manage to do it with tenderness and gentle care?You know that it only the pain of when love is untruenot really this beautiful lady that truly does scare you.Steady up and make yourself ignore the chance of painfor if she is all she seems there is happiness to gain.
I wish that I could find the words to show you how I feelthe right ones to let you see those feelings are so realI know that to one as lovely as yourself others have liedand can not imagine all the pick-up lines they have tried.I know they have because of your beauty made you preyand so you are hesitant to believe the words that I say.I know that they are only words, not as powerful as deedswhile I will be there to try to fill all your wants and needsit takes time for it to show through deeds that I am true.It scares me that someone else will find the words for you.I am more than willing to take the time so that you seethat all I want from you is love throughout all enternity,but the thought that someone will find the words insteadcauses my heart to break and feels me with such dread.Does it require that I rip my beating heart out of my chestand lay it there at your feet to as it starts it's final restas it beats it's final beat and as I slowly die for only youwould you then know that one had loved you so true?
This morning I watched the sun rise with every amber hueand now it sets in shades of magenta with day all throughIt was there in the sky all day to warm us right to our heartwith the gentlest of breezes as the wind tried to do it's partThe birds of Spring sang their songs so cheerful and freeNew grass and Easter lilies pushing up for all of us to seereminding us that Winter is done and promising pleasurewith some time to relax a bit, enjoy a little time of leisureIt was almost a perfect day that nature sent for us to shareyet I find it so very difficult to enjoy and harder to even care I realize the exquisiteness of this day that nature has shownbut joy and comfort are not easy to find when you are alone.
I wrote this yesterday after I turned the horses to pasture, they are always such a treat to watch.I let loose the halters as we clear the gatethey take off as if they are already very latekicking up their heels they jump and runtearing through the pasture having fun.They rip and tear around the whole fenceand then they slow so it can commenceThey drop their heads and sniff the groundthen for a little bit they just spin aroundSee their weakening in their strong kneesand then they lower themselves with easethey lay down and rock for a bit to and froall of the sudden a big rock, over they goThey roll to one side and then back againeven when it starts to becomes a strainwhen they tire it's back up to their feetthen they finds soft sweet grass to eatIt is always such a happy treat to seeat least I must admit that it is for meI hope that someday you will see it tooand that it will be a great thrill for you.
Rather than life truly embracingmany spend all of their life chasingalways in pursuit of sexual pleasureor decadence even in their leisureLet not the season wain in wantnor let loneliness tease and tauntwhen we could perhaps with talkand maybe a pleasant spring walkor just with chats if you'd drutherfind the one we seek in the otherand enjoy the sensual joy of livingnot just in getting but also givingthe real pleasures in life are freethey are given by others to theea smile, a hug, even a single kisscan bring about exquisite blisswhen it comes from that oneyou want there 'til life is done
