Well first off I'm in the Marines and I work another job on and off when I need to or want to. I live to chill and have fun. I'm normal not a shy guy but that has changed apparently. I like to talk to people after awhile i do run out of things to say and talk about cause I do like to relate, but being that I was from a small town and that I'm a country farm boy it becomes hard. I live and do things that most will never even think about doing. My love life went into shambles this last year after a two and half year relationship ended. I hold myself to high standards when I have a girlfriend do the fact that I have learned in the past. All stupid bullshit that can happen usually does. I don't get excited really anymore since I toss my feelings aside very easily. I have lost many family members to some really freak accidents. I do not play mind games cause people have done it to me most of my life.