It's freezing out the past couple of days. So cold...you would hate it. lol Christmas is 13 days away and I can't wait. The kids are excited. I'm having our annual Christmas Eve party and it just won't be the same without you. Miss you bunches and bunches. Love always to you.
I can't seem to shake the dreams. I was up at 4:30 this morning after awaking from a dream of you...once again. It was your funeral all over again. Except this dream wasn't cruel, weird or gruesome as others have been. It was just very normal. It's December now, almost Christmas time...sure do miss you...
We went to Carrie's today to pick up all of your things as well as Emma's. It was a hard day. Some of your clothes still smelled like you. lol Poor Aunt Vick just sat staring at it all in her living room. Not sure what to do with it all. I grabbed a few of your hoodies. Not sure why I leave these comments, some say it's good to. But you know me...I'm a rambler. Love you Rich...miss you so much.
Geez Rich. I really miss you. It's been almost two months. I'm not taking this very well. Aunt Vicky is sick over everything almost everyday. She's heartbroken. She's even left work a few days, and you know that's not like her!It's your birthday Wednesday...I would normally be out finding your present. Then of course Thanksgiving and Christmas is around the corner. Not sure how to handle the holidays right now. Without you around, it's hard to fathom.We have Emma today. Her and Gabby are going to be playing. Here lately, we can't mention your name or say"Daddy", if we do, she covers her ears and says,"I don't want to talk about it". She's only four, but she knows and misses her Daddy. You were in the paper yesterday. A two page article. Pictures of you and her. There's a benefit on Tuesday in your name at Irish Mikes. Supposed to raise thousands of dollars for Emma's trust fund. They're also having a"tree planting ceremony" at the school for you that day. You'd love all this attention. lolI miss you so much. Our almost daily coffee talks. lol It's fall now. Damn cold out today. The ground is white with frost. You'd be blowing leaves off of the deck later. lol Dammit...I miss you. I love you.
Richard, I just love you. You're an awesome person and my best friend. You've left me with nothing but the greatest of memories. You're awesome and you mustn't worry about a thing. We'll all be okay and Emma will be well taken care of. We love her dearly. This is a picture of you and I. I was holding your hand yesterday when we said Goodbye. I love you so much. *hugs*
Love you Rich...miss you so much.
